0 notation[s] 9.30.2008

i'm



tired



of



feeling.






n.j.


2 notation[s] 9.26.2008


I’m tired of trying to run

When the world keeps spinning ‘round


I’m tired of trying to fly

When my feet won’t leave the ground


I’m tired of trying to climb

When my heart only pulls me down


I'm letting go, I’m falling free

That way, I'm homeward bound






n.j.


0 notation[s] 9.22.2008




HOW, tiger lilly.



1 notation[s] 9.21.2008




my newest song... the first ever recorded in my home studiyo.

God bless, and enjoy...


P.S. keep the comments and encouragement coming... :)

1 notation[s] 9.20.2008



Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head, for love is passing by
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and live





Now your burden's lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stain, so
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and live





And like a newborn baby
Don't be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk
Sometimes we fall, so
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and live





Sometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and live




And with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live



1 notation[s]


I've no fear of height or depth
I've no fear of crashing
The single thing I fear the most
Simply feeling nothing

This is my holy hour, This is my world on fire
This is my desperate play, This is where I am made
This is my kingdom come, This is my freedom song
This is my helpless state, This is where I am saved

Let my ruins become the ground you build upon
Let my ruins become the start
Let my ruins become the ground you build it on
From what's left of my broken heart








0 notation[s] 9.18.2008



In futility, I imagine a wall around my tranquil, solitary world.

The comet of your smile streaks through
my atmosphere of apprehension.

I’m left with not a choice but to join the celebration.

I smile too.






n.j.


1 notation[s] 9.16.2008


God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near calm my fear and take my doubt
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in


I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You


God, my God, let mercy sing
Her melody over me
And God, right here all I bring is all of me
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in


I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You


'Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
The Lover I need to save me
'Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God
So hold me now


God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now







b.n.

1 notation[s] 9.15.2008

NOTE TO SELF:

Don't watch Return To Me on last night in Portland / Last night with friends.

Then again...

Don't ever watch Return To Me.


sheesh.


n.j.

0 notation[s] 9.10.2008


Through pain do we grow stronger?

Through absence, still more fonder?

Through hate, any wiser?

Through love, any closer?


i hate how much i love...